Apologies

I apologize, I am getting really bad at this. I can't believe I have gone so long. I have pretty much been opening every day so I go to bed really early. For heaven's sake I woke up today at ten for no good reason at all. I am not a morning person but I am bloging in the a.m. today. I am starting to realize how boring I really am lol. I went out to eat with a friend the other day and I had a blast. We got to see a movie too and I realize how much in common I actually have with this girl. I swear she is just an older version of me. I feel like she is my mirror. Anyway, I have found out this year who is going to make an impact worthwhile in my life. This is scary since it is only August and I already have all this crap figured out... I thought this year was going to be about Love but God decided otherwise and I am ok with that. I have found out who my true friends were. I also found out why guys are such morons a lot but that's a different story. I have decided that maybe I am not ready for love. I don't even have time to look in a mirror in the morning let alone call a boyfriend and chat or hang out with them enough. This year was about finding out who my true friends are and I have five whole months left to figure out who else will be added to my list :)